January 2010
2 posts
If you don't say it, it isn't true.
it’s not a lie either.
December 2009
12 posts
yet i only have a vague idea of what i'm looking...
disorganized. that's my life right now.
home stresses me out
i can't know what i really want because i am...
it’s hardest to explain to people what you want, when you yourself have no idea. it’s hard to put into words the storm of feelings and longings inside. it’s hard to organize what you think you want, what you wish you wanted and what you know you can never have…and which is normally what you want the most.
what the fuck am I doing.
this week is going to be the end of me.
after fucking off an entire semester, its come back to bite me in the ass.
and all day, you’ve distracted me.
November 2009
15 posts
what a fucking mess.
it’s interesting to be home.
i miss.
shut the fuck up.
WHAT THE FUCK
What. am. I. doing. with. my. time?!
October 2009
12 posts
i want to be his everything.
fairweather friend, foulweather friend, all the time best friend?
from..."I wrote this for you"
“Time grabs you by the hand and pulls you fast. Sometimes faster. And we don’t notice at first because we’re all still shocked at being alive.”
Don't want to be alone tonight
riichard:
on this planet they call earth.
It's official.
immortalpear:
megmegmeghan:
immortalpear:
I’m staying at FSU for a 5th year. :)
super senior?!
Yep! Though it’s more of a voluntary thing than a I-can’t-graduate-yet thing. Will likely go part time to pick up more math/sciencey courses to make grad school admissions people like me more.
How are you liking USF?
Well that’s good if it’s what you want to do and think it will help...
from...I Wrote This For You
This isn’t torture. Torture happens in small, dark rooms in countries with names you struggle to spell. This is just mildly unpleasant. This isn’t heroism. Heroism happens in churches that are also schools, performed by teachers with no names and no place to stay. This is just a good deed for the day. This isn’t loss. Loss happens on fields filled with poppies, in hospitals...
i line up my shoes in a row
so i can be happy.
i write in circles and song
so i can be happy.
i kick and i thrash and i struggle
so i can be happy.
i tear everything apart
so i can be happy.
It's official.
immortalpear:
I’m staying at FSU for a 5th year. :)
super senior?!
it's October!
My Top Foods in the Dining Hall,
(aka foods I actually like or am even semi-excited about eating…sometimes)
1. Zucchini fries
2. Ravioli Caesar salad
3. Pirogues
4. Onion Rings
September 2009
13 posts
Everything always seems so petty and dramatic from the other side.
Why are we so blinded in the midst of it all?
Shit.
Fuck.
